I don't understand why I ended up in this position I have needed her love support and help for weeks now and I have had barely anything she showed a few moments of love when she sent me a hamper to the hospital and came and got me for breakfast but beside that all I have had is the compulsory calls every day.
She was phoned a few weeks ago and it was her friends daughter who they have been estranged from for many months to be told her Grandad was dying and she jumped into action and did everything she possibly could for them,now do not get me wrong I am not saying she shouldn't be doing all this but why didn't she show this much compassion for me?Am I jealous of a dying old man?Yes I suppose I am I have never had that much love from her some day maybe.............
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